The last time I updates was clearly months back. With work piling up between my office and scanlation craze, I think I have made so much mistakes at work, specially...

I am feeling so down atm, I really wonder, is sales the right job for me? I am still wondering what job is suitable for a clumsy, careless and slowpoke like me. I feel that both tornado and tsunami has landed on my as the control on my customer has spiral down to my inefficiency to service her better than norm.

I pray i can get through this turmoil, if I do not, I fear my days of being employed will come to an end...I wish God can provide me the strength to help this messy customer and appease all the afflicted co-workers...

When things was shinning brightly, and everything that stressing me up has been clear up, here comes another big uh-oh. I can't help feeling someone UP THERE is actually playing tricks or is actually telling something. I wonder was it because I told a partner in a joint that I have an excellent editor, and which was why I'm getting punish for actually being over confident about it.

When the blues were gone, the sun is suppose to be shining, but I don't see any sun anywhere...

From a staff disappointing me greatly to another staff betraying me. Now...I, myself is wrapped up in this all this mistakes and I can't fix it because even the bloody internet is betraying me XD

The funnest in this has lost its sparkles...I wish the day could stop going on so badly and allowed me to turn over a new leaf >.>;;

I'm so embarrassed, I can't face her... I have said too much sorry to her, I am surprised she hasn't shoo-ed me off already >.<;;

ARGGHHHHHHH... I need an anti-bad luck talisman or charm... T__T

Did you ever thought, when you finally gotten rid of an annoying package, and wham suddenly its back giving you 10x of doses stress.

I have known XXX for a few months, at first she seem nice, but then after days which became weeks, she slowly show her true colors. Manipulating you to get her things, acts like a real bitchy princess, whines everyday (when I say everyday is like every hour she sees me, she opens her mouth and bitch about things)...

Since I am in a grp, xxx has the knowledge of languages, so she was also a staff. However, everyday without fail she bitches about other staffers, offers sweet promises but has no intention of completing it?! I got tired of her, I sent her to my other staffer, but then she went and try to MANIPULATE my staff to turn against me... and also backstabbing me.

Hell yeah, I knew you were a bitch but I didn't expect you to be an asshole too ;) and... worst of all she running about asking ppl to hack our server...

Seriously you are an A Grade piece of shit...who has no respect for anything...you insult the country your staying and the another country which is father's mother country because they ask you to choose citizenship and other countries too for your history project and some of the others in the grp( me inclusive), and you can say we didn't respect you $%#@ ... you are the one who is not respecting anyone.

I wished that one day when you learn the mistakes you have done, it will be too late for repentance. You caused too much ppl heartaches and stress, you are no longer worth anyone's attention ^__^ ... So GO TO HELL and f***ing stay there and don't create one shit after another for us...

Ah today, was definitely a tiring day for me. I have to get up at 6am to get myself ready for a journey to my other branch XD.
It was alot of fun there, the chatter, laughters and stuff we talk and did xD
Hell my boss even went and dirty herself by cooking <3

We ate lots of stuffs, talk about our upcoming "sales" and then we banter about wall hung wc and others stuffs.

It was quite nice...and it was also an enjoyable day but...the chairs they have are a pain T_T...

So uncomfortable to be sat ... Eek, they should change their chairs XD

Well according to this discussion, i will be a busy person for this whole mth...till after may i suppose O.o"
hence i took a small break from annoying people who i don't wish affliate with or my blood pressure will pump up xDD

As now i yawning...and crap look at the bloody...its so early... T_T

XD Wow...it has definitely been months, since I last posted, but then who is counting, *shrugs*
Its definitely ain't me for once...
This year has started in a taxing kind of way.

I get to meet alots of new people since they joined the MS staffies...I get to meet new crews and staffies like amii, kallie, fan, lily, chuuei,sushii and also Erin. I am happy we gotten more staffs since the 2009 has just started, and i can't wait to kick off more work however, talking about real work...that is depressing XD

Endless of stock checks, chitchats from the customers, and O.o" the sales in March are coming...and then another exhibition in April...
Oh noooo~~~ the chimes of work has really landed...XD

Anyways, the end of Chinese New Year is coming, and i will definitely miss the delicious dishes of food, but Valentine is coming...not that I will get any flowers and chocolate...I am hopefully I get to love myself more hahaha...contradiction xD Actually, I hope, that one of the staff I have stop being such a pain in ... Maybe I am not giving her a fair treatment as a annonymous source told me but then how could i be fair with her when I feel like I am being strangled, devastated, disappointed and utterly and mentally tortured by her. Seriously, I want her to grow up...but what can I expect from a kid who is 14-15 year old. Hopefully she doesn't ruin my grp name or i will kill her...

Now i realize that a shoujo project of mine; Venus Capriccio is ending...should I be tempted to take this
     The cover certainly attracts me along with all the smut project Midnight Scans has XD =__= though where are those mysterious smut translators hahahaa...Definitely extincted.

Hmmm i can definitely dream~~